you said things would get better
so why do I feel worse?
you said people would like me
so why am I still alone?
you said i'd lose weight and be happy
so why am I crying and holding my fat?
you said that starving myself, using lax and purging is bad
so why does it feel so right?
you said a lot on things
and none of them are right
so why should I listen now
just because you think I might