privileged and dismissed. the beige of the spectrum, clothed in a flimsy dress peeling off my hips in a mint-walled motel. matte irises examining the dingy sheets where I sink, saturated by sweaty palms and the mildewed ceiling is crumbling around us at every tremor of the mattress. we evaporate into the musty air, mingling with the mists of the hourly guests before us.
and maybe I sauntered from that room a little rosier than before. maybe I left there a few shades darker.