I watch the Gulls in the crisp Autumn breeze as they fight for their place in the bitter wind I sit down and watch them struggle and I see myself in their malady
I watch their wings bend and contort and every now and then a feather falls I jump from my seat and try to catch them as they fall spiralling down to earth
I want to fly to sea with them out to the blue unkind ocean and in my dying movement dive for I have given up eating indeed
My cloak of winter is the same as in summer so black is the colour of my name and my fasting is for my divinity as I trust in my own commands
So as my feathered friends struggle I cast a holding spell and the violent seas calm and the wind relents it's fury and in the peace of sweet nature I do die again