I didn't realize how close I'd let you get to me. I didn't realize your love was the only thing that made me see. I wish you hadn't gotten this close. I didn't know it would be you that hurt me the most. So here I am, all lost and confused Just wishing, maybe, you could take a walk in my shoes. I wish I could show you all the tears that I've shed. I wish I could tell you a life without you is to be a pointless life led. I wish you could see all the blood that I have spilled. I wish you to know it wasn't for attention, it was for me to be killed. You took away your love, the only thing to me that mattered. Without that, I shattered. I didn't think this horrible pain would last. But here I am, and several months have passed. They say those who care the most fall the hardest. And baby I'm telling you I've fallen the farthest. I guess none of this matters now because I hear you've found somebody new. But for the record, I still love you.
This is one my very early poems. VERY early. Obviously cause it's very ****.