Have you even gotten to your room at night and just start crying?
Not necessarily because you're sad,
But more because you're worn out and tired.

Tired of the drama.
The lies.
The day to day *******.
One tear turns to two then three then four.
Before you know it you find yourself clenching a pillow to your chest begging
PLEASE


no more


But the voices in your head they don't listen.
They keep spilling out words and attacking
And kicking
And screaming.

forcing themselves to be heard


And my heart,
Oh my weary heart.
It begins to pound deep in my chest.

PLEASE GOD MAKE THEM GO AWAY. I NEED SOME REST

But the do not seize, they just keep attacking as they please.  
So I find myself rocking on the floor.
Head clamped between my hands.
maybe if I cover my ears they'll leave
But who am I kidding.
I can't hide.
I can't sleep.
I can't get away from the monster inside of me.