Our brains are jellied by the surreal. Wires disconnected, rearranged, our circuit boards frazzled. The reflections of human faces and bodies scrambled signals. Eyes not looking past the crooked fingers or freckles. All you see is the dirt, the rust, you can hear only the creaking joints, and the groans of your muscles. But your audience, your lovers and families, they don't know about those awful sounds they only see the flowers, hear the music, a melody of glowing bare shoulders and a chest filled with life, a hundred systems, working in unison to hold up your head. I never liked the way my hips stuck out, my ribs, flesh pulled taught against the bones. Or my pale skin, I glow in the sunshine. Baking soda, salt, awful tasting elements alone, but they both get mixed into the batter, overpowered by golden eggs, sinful sugars, and the cake itself, baking soda and all, well, it's ******* delicious.