i used to say things like "you will be mine." or, "you will love me." or, "one day, you'll start to care." but i am not the foolish young girl i used to be. i know better than to believe in miracles or fairy tales. maybe that's all we would have been; a fairy tale. in real life the ugly commoner never even gets noticed by the perfect prince. i have gotten noticed by you. what makes me think that you cared? you have an entire kingdom of girls better than me. you and i would never work and it's a bit hard to understand that fact after believing in us for so long. it's hard going from the top of the world to rock bottom and that's how i feel after losing you. actually, no, i didn't lose you. i still see you everyday. i guess i just came back to reality.