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Jaz Mar 2014
I guess it's nice to know
That you were watching all along.
But it's also kinda sad to know
You did nothing at all.
Jaz Feb 2014
I wish I could hold you forever,
Wrap you in my wanting arms,
But yet I do know that is selfish,
And my greed will only harm.

Vividly I remember,
The times you shelter me,
From the fear of the world
And the fear of man,
You save me when I flee.

You'd curl your arms around mine own
And hug them up real tight,
You'd give a squeeze to my shoulder there
And say that it's alright.
You'd sometimes whisper really soft
And speak those soothing words,
You'd pat my head and stare at me
And smile right afterwards.

Is it much too much to ask
For just one little hug?
Because I really miss you,
For a very long while now,
Cursed with memories of

Your hug.
Jaz Feb 2014
If this is what you want,
I'll do it.

I'll play your little game,
Try to ignore your little face,
Wipe you off completely...

If this is what you want,
I'll do it.

Or at least try.
Jaz Feb 2014
I've trapped myself in a cage,
A prison by my own hands
And don't worry, it is free will,
The bars are just like strands.
The metal replaced by rubber
But definitely made opaque,
That part's really important:
It hides all that is fake.
I've wrapped myself up tight
In these beautiful illusions
But hope is just a mirage, you see,
And you just a delusion.
You said that all that matters is that
I'm in your heart and you're in mine.
But really without you here,
I don't feel all that "fine".
Jaz Feb 2014
Sometimes I wonder if you'd notice
If I was gone.
Remind me never to walk into a Guardian
Jaz Feb 2014
Now
Honestly at this point of time,
I just have two words:

*******.
Jaz Feb 2014
The last words you said
Still ring in my head:
Protect me? What could you have done?

And it's sad.
Because it's true.

I wouldn't have known
What to do.
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