he doesn't see what she thinks of him. what every little word does to her, or how she hooks on to his every word. how him being close one day and distant the next kills her. or how her disorder is blowing this out of proportion. does he hear her stomach rumble? does he see the gashes on her skin? does he care? she thought he was immune to her disorder because of how clearly she saw him. but then, he changed. or did she change? someone changed. not even the strongest prescription glasses or hearing aids can make him care. not even the strongest antidepressants or mood stabilizers can make her see that he does.