Why laugh when i cry?
Why smile when im in pain?
Why love it when im being tortured?
Why say sorry when i hurt myself?

Why keep pushing me over the edge?
Why do you like to see my tears?
Why do you want to see me in pain?
But when i try to **** myself you say sorry again?

Today it has come to an end.
I cannot take all the pain you put me through.
Im writing a letter to you.
And when you read it i hope you feel happy about me not being there to make you smile by paining me endlessly.

I had enough!