These poems seem so happy but the truth is I'm just a... Self conscience Hateful Sad twenty two year old girl. I keep these emotions bottled up inside till they just come out with tears and sentences that make no sense at all. It feels like it should be snowing and my car is threatening to break down and yet I just ... Keep spending money Crying for help Never listening to anyone. Hope has never been my strong point but right now I could use a little faith. A little faith in something besides this emptiness I feel. So don't get me wrong with these poems of happiness and of love because I am... Not in love. All alone. Pathetically trying to get on with life...