what is this i'm feeling?
heart beats faster, mouth speaks slower
trying to regain pride
in front of you
i've never felt like this before
finding myself waiting for hours
craving to hear your voice,
begging to feel your warmth
i'd walk through the deep forest
just to hold you tight
holding back my tears
because i know
i'll never mean anything to you
stars in your eyes
are the reason i'm awake
the traces of your fingers
is why i'm breathing
i know i am so stupid
for you are out of my league
but darling, please stay for a while
i swear i'll try for you
i'll try to love myself
as much as i love you