Kicked out of college. I can't be successful, and it's all because I can't succeed. You say my grades are not good enough for you. I'm sorry. That I can't keep up. You don't give me enough time to understand. Maybe if you taught me I would. Maybe if my family had been here before I wouldn't need extra time. I go to college to be taught, but all college offered me was the books; books at a high price. You say I lack the ability, but it seems like you lack the ability to understand yourself. Unable to see past the constraints of this rigorous campus, and see that I'm struggling on the inside more than the outside. Unable to perceive which way to go, making life decisions can't be that fast. I love you education, but your bounty is too bold. Simple minds deprive you of what glory you could hold. College, simply glance past me as if I'm another person you have tried to educate. but failed you, where I feel more like college failed us both. Your unwillingness to see that life is going on, and mashing people together thinking that we are of one mold. College you failed, you don't offer diversity, but attempt to hide your singularity. I'll figure out what's going on inside. Then I'll teach myself what I need to know. An institution blinded by their bills. Can no longer educate. One day you'll do the same as me, and open up yours eyes.
I'm on the border of being kicked out of college because of bad grades from my first two semesters, and I am doing poorly in my calculus class this semester. If my professor doesn't find a way to help me get a passing grade, then I will have to go back home and tell my family about how I failed them and myself. It's just hard to convince oneself to do work, when you live on the brink of life and death.