I locked myself away again hid in a form of a closet bunched between the jackets and moth eaten dresses I closed myself in a drawer between the trinkets and stale kerchiefs and oneday maybe someone a tresure hunter of sorts will sift through the junk to find the broken stained little girl who was once able to look in a mirror and not see every inch of fat every layer of skin as disgusting polish up the jewel to my heart don't sell it though sweetie this ruby gets cracked with the slightest pressure