Nov 2013
I feel stupid for* thinking about you every time "love" is brought up-
I don't believe in those blues.
I feel stupid for thinking you might make contact with me one day-
give me a couple I miss you's.
I feel stupid for feeling so hollow at the loss of you-
such an emptiness.
I feel stupid for missing something I never truly had-
I don't get that blissfulness.
I feel stupid for letting you use me whenever you wanted-
an object in your games.
I feel stupid for** letting you burn me out so easily-
an insignificant flame.
I don't believe in those blues.
I feel stupid for thinking you might make contact with me one day-
give me a couple I miss you's.
I feel stupid for feeling so hollow at the loss of you-
such an emptiness.
I feel stupid for missing something I never truly had-
I don't get that blissfulness.
I feel stupid for letting you use me whenever you wanted-
an object in your games.
I feel stupid for** letting you burn me out so easily-
an insignificant flame.
-d.***
