colors fade when I think
of the times I let you in
I gave you access
to my sensitive parts
my heart being one
my body being another
time changed before we knew it
and now we're both lonesome
pretending we don't love each other
but still we have times of small talk
you seem fine without me
and it makes my heart shatter
into a thousand pieces
into a thousand parts
you promised this
was going to last