hold your tongue, i said i'm tired of these bleeding words and i passed you the gauze slipping my fingers through the maze of your palm and out through the cracks hold your tongue, i said i want to feel these words instead pretend i am paper and bend me, press your lips to me and whisper the letters and i will fold myself over them hold your tongue, i said i love the noise but i love the silence more just the sound of me drinking in those phrases, swallowing air as i try for more hold your tongue, i said hold my waist, catch the words as they drip down from my forehead sweating ink onto my shoulders use the silence to soak up the meaning of each and every one hold your tongue, i said and the words will come, riding upon waves and i will swim with you to dry land give me your hand, and i will guide your pen down along my spine, across the sand dunes of my shoulders, through the space between my collarbones let the ink bleed into my hairline let the words sink into my skin as i let you mark me up, graffiti in the best sense of the word, badass but secretly hold your tongue, i said and take my hand pretend i am paper unfold me