My jobs not great but its money I don't need a girl but wish someone would love me Tough love hard thoughts to cope with Bad choice tough decisions Part of taking control had enough The rain is my weather makes things better Thankful and overall growing up Even if life is more than showing up Not caring staring off in the distant Feeling numb being resistant Consumed by anxiety hard to breathe I know dreams shared them Even if no one cared for them Life lesson learned time already served You chose less that's what you deserve