A place where no one knows my name Or even the one I was born with. A place where I take part in ordinary things And some things perhaps deemed unusual.
Never alone or left behind, I interact with other people. None of them I’ve ever known But are not strangers in that place.
I visit there at random times When reading wanders on too long, Or watching movies that don’t grab, Or conversations run too on.
Only seldom can I go there just because I want to. And often times I’m ferried back while In the midst of reaching out to pick up Something that will disappear as I return.
And once or twice I was answering As the returning came too fast And I invented reasons for the word I spoke To answer puzzled glances I received.
Not in charge of the going Or my coming back An ouphe that’s hiding In my brain forever mans the gateway.
Is this some magic just for me Or a normal part of aging I cannot find a duplicate Or written word to tell me
I choose to think I’m somehow blessed- A compensation for my pain. A place where I find calm relief A place that I call Otherwhere ljm
I've been known to disappear while still very here and no one knows.