Dejected and detested
Relentlessly contesting my mental stability intentionally
Dissection of thoughts that shatter realms of reality
Systematically fashion some resemblance of sanity

::Just to breathe::

Lost within this labyrinth of jaded comprehension
No form, nor figure for the shadow cast by self destruction
Down into this hell within myself I shall retreat
And there remain in silence with my violent needs

::For weeks::

Tracing the space in this maze with ****** fingers
Screaming in desolate isolation
Embracing the faceless spectre that lingers
A presence that echoes immoral creation

::Demands release::

Paradigm of shadows form a void
Devoid of light and hollow
Pulling with magnetic force
Forcing me to follow

::A sweeping silence devours hours as I fade away::

::A sleeping violence awakens as I flower into feral shade::

Consent to demon schemes
Accosted with caustic notions
Exhausted by the endless screams
As darkness breeds devotion

To this ...

::Disconnection::

That is ...

::Endless::

©️ Dark Water Diaries