thinking of either scrapping it or trying again. not too sure.. gonna try to change it up first and see how i go. because honestly? i think it deserves a second chance. the idea is there.

before i change it;

i dont know
how to love
and trust you
after ive been hurt.

not by you.

but by someone who i loved
and trusted.

and i dont know
how to do it again.

after;

i dont know
how to love you
or trust you
after ive been hurt..

but i wasn't hurt
by you.

i was hurt
by someone who i loved
and trusted.

and i dont know
how to do it again
after i was betrayed
like that.

so easily --
and they didn't look back.

i just don't want
to get hurt again.
i don't think i could
handle it.

i still hate it. but i think im gonna just put it on myserie anyway because the idea is there and i think it's got a small chance. it's very difficult for me to explain how i feel. most of my poems take a few tries to fully get my whole point across, but this one i just can't seem to at all. so im gonna upload it, either way. because i think it'll help with my emotions.