You never showed how do you expect me to reach
You said you wanted to know me how when you want to meet other people
I pursued you with no safety net took that risk
I feel you lied to my face and not expecting anything
My mistake was thinking everything would change
Now it feels worse due to self doubt
That nonsense I can do with out
Thought for two could barely focus as one
I'm always alone but now I've grown
From no job to working never wanting to be home
Changed my views open to change
Chasing goals hoping to live the dream
Work is mind numbing but I need money
Writing helps me find center and balance
Put wacky **** into perspective
Love me for me don't try to change me
Or cause me pain make my world seem insane