Be my distraction. Distract me from life. Distract me from friends that make me feel excluded from everything. Distract me from family who my mother's driven away, who i see few times a year. who still hold pity for my loss as if it wasn't theirs too. Distract me from compliments that i automatically think are sarcastic Distract me from insults that i respond to with smiles and laughs because i have too much heart to make a person feel bad, and too many insecurities to break down to people. Distract me from intelligence because everyone i surround myself with is either significantly more or less intelligent than i am Distract me from choices because i've lost my sense of leadership, i'd rather someone make a choice for me , be it wrong or right, and deal with any consequence, than spend half of my life trying to pick one. Distract me from future, because i still dont know what to do with mine. because i can only see negative, or see nothing. Distract me from past, because i live in it. Because i can't deal with the pain, the memories constantly reminding me of how good things once were, all of my grief and all of the feelings that i didn't feel. Distract me from you, i'm over-thinking you, you're a good distraction, but how can one attempt to open their mind to possibilities with it set on any one thing? Distract me from everything. I'd give up my "open mind" ambition to be distracted by you. To just be with you, walking, talking, laying, doing anything or nothing, and not think, for once in my life.