The tempo of my heart stays calm although I run out of time. I’m lost in the wind stumbling for what I carry needs peace of mind. I’m holding a fishbowl I wouldn’t dare break. What’s living inside couldn’t imagine what’s at stake. I’m controlling this chaos balancing the best fate. The courses of destiny is what I can’t shake. I’m imploding within grasping for comfort and relief. I reach in the bowl to be greeted with teeth. I’m carrying the bowl with love because once I wasn’t free. What’s in the bowl sees only an eye and not the whole me. More water is added and what inside multiples. As heavy as it gets I’m stronger than realized.