many things i know are unspoken,
as i sip this drink,
they start unfolding.
i tell myself,
‘i shouldn’t go there.’
to whom it may concern?
i don’t even know them!
they don’t believe me,
because i have BPD and addictions.
it’s unfair,
but they forget i'm very self aware.
if i didn’t care,
i wouldn’t be here.
i’m using this outlet,
to speak for my BPD peers!