I see all my dreams
That I once dared to dream
Exist all around me
I made them real

I dreamed of being
Left all alone
Like a kid in a big house
To do what I want

I thought I'd keep going
But then I stopped
Got what I wanted
Then everything flopped

Can't enjoy anything
Food tastes so bland
Can't make new friends
Monsters abound

I get tired around three
Then I get on my knees
And ask God please
Put me out of this misery

I was always a fighter
But now I'm less bold
Like a kid all over again
Just wanna do what I'm told

I don't want to rebel anymore
Want to submit to the LORD
Rekindle the fire
Before I turn cold