Once you’ve stood up for yourself
You’re no longer the person they told their secrets to
You’re no longer trusted
You’re no longer the person they run to
Instead they take this Mary go round for a spin and tear you up from within
The ride starts to spin and like children they run to all you’re favorite people and ****** them in
One by one the options are taken
Who you can talk to and have in your life to not look down on you based on lies becomes scarce
But dare I start picking my seat at the the Mary go round
Dare I speak the truth of the adulterer ?
Dare I tell of the nights you lay your head on her pillow while she’s gone
Dare I speak the truth of lust from one family member to another?
Dare I tell of the names wearing masks in your phone ?
Dare I tell the secrets ?
Dare I choose to hit the button and make this ride spin and spin and spin
I know who I am
I was trusted.
Dismissed
Kicked and pushed
I had a rope for a spine
Too loose to keep this body up let alone fine
But I lace this rope though my metal rod tightening it with my every being
Now ask yourself this
What TRUTH will she soon be speaking?