It’s a constant battle between gold and stone in my chest. One likes to hold a sword to the dark with the whole city at his back. The other makes warning bells of paper mâché . Where I come from we’re mostly dare devils. We cook food on open flames next to a gas tank and race on bridges with no rails. Only one of those is real. My mind sometimes seems like a doll house made of old computer processors. Attempt 79. Most days I try to keep my lips zipped shut but my eyes are like a see through body bag. On other days music tends to be good enough superglue for broken masks. I remember the first time time froze and my heart tried to handwrite on the ice. I tried to draw her attention with the broken lead pencils I have for lips but I’ve never been a fine artist. We haven’t spoken in a while, I guess making new friends is easy but keeping old ones is hard. There’s overgrowth on the road less travelled and it’s hard to find. And when I feel down for following the crowd, I use poetry as a pendulum to help my mood swing.