I have almost completed 18 laps around the sun
18 laps of winters turning into spring
18 laps of summers turning into fall
A circle of life stuck on repeat
Just like I am
Just like my life
I am stuck on repeat
Never really living
Just counting days
Waiting for the next hour to come
The next day
The next year
I am stuck on repeat
Waiting for the life I haven’t lived to end
Forgetting to enjoy the journey
Looking at the wall instead of the view
I have completed almost 18 laps
Stuck on repeat