I can't catch my breath I keep yelling at the mirror about now angry I am. Tears flow down my face like rivers in the mountains we used to hike in. WHY I scream just tell me WHY. PLEASE I cry please just tell me you are joking! I am sick of the lies people tell when they can't stand the fact they know they are wrong. I can't stop the two faces people who pretend they love me just as much. It's getting cold and my heart is freezing over just like the ice on the road. And hopefully I drive safe enough before I spin completely out of control. And hopefully the ice melts fast enough before I can't feel my toes. Anger floods my eyes with hot quick flashes of fury I know I'm getting over you. Pain settles in but it's all going to be okay once I stop ******* crying.