She walked towards me , slowly yet steady, eyes fixed on mine. I gazed back, lost and wondering just what I would find. Our story was sordid but love often is and then dies it was made up of torture so painful, full of lies. Of course I love her and I want to hang on I wonder is what we had ...that war, finally gone. I hear thunder in the distance as lightning heats the sky I wonder if losing her would be worse than if I die. I wait until she approaches me, hands held out in ...please I can't help but think she still knows how to tease. It's been a trembling moment, one so filled with doubt I finally turn and walk away, I need to go without.