I want to break the cycle of abuse that I was subjected to I don't want to be feared I don't want to be known by my footsteps I don't want to scream at the slightest mishap I don't want to beat people or push them down or place their worth on grades I want to be loving and kind I want to be loved and be a safe place to talk I want to give comfort instead of pain I want to put value on effort not a letter grade kids might not be for me but if they are in the future I don't want to continue the cycle of abuse I will break the cycle when/if the time comes