Something that needs more attention and convo. I’ve known about it since a youngin’ But I didn’t understand it then. Now that I do, there’s confliction. I’m straddling the fence with this. My husband is supposed to be the man with the key to my body. I’m years from marriage plus my mind thinks of the act. A lot. Apparently, this is wrong. I thought I was only human. Don’t they understand *** is everywhere? Isn’t the thought better than the action? I made the decision to wait. Not because of the past teachings. This is my body, my choice. I can’t bring myself to give away my most cherished part away so easily. Is the choice easy? Even in singleness, the thoughts and temptation is everywhere. I could find a guy. Any guy. And have fun. But would it mean more to me than him? Is the choice fair? I can’t argue with the Word. But I have free will. The main thing I want to avoid is soul ties. Those can’t leave me as quick a bad fun session. Will my wait be worth it in the end? I hope so. This may not be easy, Let alone fair. But in my eyes, it’s right. -Mia J 10-8-2019