Time and space unidentifiable Afloat midair—hands and feet Reasons and instincts, a hazy distance Focus.
Stumbling awkwardly—a dull thud—all faults are revealed On one ankle, a societal ***** tightens Calloused by sharp emotions, numbed on hardened skin
I, on show behind the glass case—but that isn't me All the truths became fiction, therefore I became a lie Cake this mind of mine with makeup, don't let the sadness smear A whirlpool, a hollow core, conflicted once again At this point—although overdue: Can this muddy rock still become the promised pearl?
A lurking presence of my fading self In an unknown place, out of reach There's the brutal wind, crashing- Stumbling again, trampling in dust
Did the colours just fade? My vision has never been this grey That vibrant self of mine, where has it gone- Is it gone
"Without conditions you must struggle," Those people aren't my enemies, don't misunderstand There simply was nobody by my side Walking this place alone so no one could hurt me—backfired
The world looks so noisy from the outside Better readjust that person of mine So I can at least fall asleep some day, even if by accident To recover from this senseless jetlag of emotions Traveled within the strict space of a room
I'll breathe it well—the last cold gush of air To those creatures who coexisted within me Have you all been well?