This city life is mentally toilsome My mood shifts like a rocking pendulum Working for ****** isn't fun Fall in love with one and you're done My eyes are bloodshot behind a locked door What the world has to offer, doesn't cut it anymore I use drugs to fill the gap in my soul And to counteract the meds that make me sore One minute I'm pacified, the next thirst for gore I try not to succumb in this spiritual war I implore you not to search for me, you will not find I can't tell the truth without being unkind The average person makes me want to go blind Demons are feeding on my lobotomized mind The same kind of demons that made these machines The works of the hands have men on their knees A stagnated society with feminist themes It works for ******, who shouldn't lead I serve no purpose, and feel no ease I just want my own land and to eat fruit from trees