On the day that my Daddy died I went home for my last goodbye Took my last walk around that place Held his jacket up to my face breathed in my last scent of him thought about how I'd miss him paid my last respects at his grave thanked him for all the love he gave Then I cursed my stubborn pride because I wasn't there by his side we had drifted apart with time but he was always on my mind I was stubborn, I was proud, didn't say I was sorry out loud That was the pain I'd always have, after all, I still loved my dad I felt guilty for many years to come didn't want to face it, I'd rather run But in the end, it catches up to you and when it does, it still rings true I had to choose to forgive myself or live a life writhing in hell I've come to grips with that pain whenever I see my dad again, I'll tell him that I was so wrong I didn't know I didn't have long I have learned lessons along the way. I tell my loved ones I care every day I know I'm still my daddy's girl, that he's watching me from his world I sense his presence time to time He tells me he is doing just fine I know that he has forgiven me and that knowledge sets me free