The spotlight that I stood in It helped me remember That people do cherish me People love me People appreciate me People adore me
People may think it's child exploitation People may think it's child abuse Just for me To be the main figure in the shining bright light Allowing people to watch me sway around the stage Allowing people to hear my voice Allowing people to see my creativity But all it seems to be Is for me To get a more attention To not be ignored For people to come together to support me I felt like I was getting lifted It was dangerous for how high up I was I felt amazing My self-esteem was boosting I felt better about myself Because all I do Is doubt myself To the point where I might commit suicide
I've been isolated By myself because I knew that I was horrible I know I still am Look how I write It's terrible I'm aware Yet, that small amount of approval is everything That made me love everything It brought the fire to my dull flame Relieving me of my own darkness
I'm glad I had my fifteen seconds of fame It made me feel better But now I'm back at square one I can feel the water spraying my fire down And I feel kicked off my stage I feel replaced I feel like I'm no good I'm happy I finally got recognized by more than 30 people though π«Ά