i hate you
for hurting me
for tearing me apart
even thought you acted like you didnt
do anything
you did

it hurts still
6 or 7 months later
and im tired of feeling like this
like you're going to come back,
you're going to tell me you love me
but no this is
real life
not a
m o v i e

and i hate that ive
loved you for 8 months
and you ******* left me
you left me to be with that ****
that *****
who didnt love you
just wanted you to pleasure
her

i loved you
through everything
through the heartache
and the pain and the hurt
and i still love you
but i also hate your ****
g u t s