I see you at the drive through with that silly bow tie & I don't get tongue tied because I don't know you and I told everyone I think you're interestingly cute not on a *******'re so hot shallow way but unique. I don't know you & I'm not infatuated with you I just find you interesting. It's cold outside I can tell winter is sadly making it's way in this desert town and I have to warm my car up in the morning... What a drag. I'm lost right now I just want to spill my guts out to some random person about my life and I hope they can make sense of how completely confused I am... I think this Is a journal entry rather than a poem. My best friend and I aren't speaking & I got so drunk I texted the boy I'm madly in love with twice in the most pathetic fashion and woke up with a hangover and some shame and drove over to Starbucks walked inside to see the guy with that silly bowtie.
I have to get out of Reno.
I need a fresh start so bad. Somewhere where people don't know my name