this love is not for me, this life doesn't worth with me even though i search for this in my life, i know i never will get marry the fear hunts me day and night in this forest of lie you can't see through my face, you can't feel my disgrace please don't treat me like a **** disease i was born like this animal, by and melancholic you feel the moment, i feel my past and my future raise it up say again, my friend, what did you bet for? when the sun goes down, my mania gets up please don't treat me like a **** disease just give me my medicines, i will get better soon