Why do I **** up every time I bring trouble everywhere No matter what Trouble finds me It haunts me Always No matter what i do It will never change That's how my life works Why was i born? Why am I here? Do i need to stay? Cant this pain just go away? It's always the same Day in and day out It'll never change That's how my life is If I cut well that change anything? No It will cause regret But i need to I know it won't help but I deserve it