i want something you don't
but i'll never admit it
and you'll never see how much
it hurts to pretend that i don't care
because to me you're
more than just the boy i take home,
you're the boy i want to wake up to
and laugh with and make fun of
and do all kinds of stupid things with
like brush our teeth and play taboo
go shot for shot with ****** ***
at 3 in the morning telling secrets
about things I've never said before.