I wish I could ponder her soft smile The way I ponder, his playful smirk I want to dream of her delicate hands in mine. The way I dream of his veiny arms. I wish I got mesmerized, When her brown, lustrous hair falls. The way, I get when he fixes his hair I wish I had been swayed. By your melodious voice The way I once got, By his deep one I wish I had fallen for you. with the sight of your divine dance the way I had, seeing him encode all the syntax I wish I had fallen in love with you Then, seeing you hurt. I wish I liked a girl, The way I liked him once