I said yes,
I agreed too quickly she thought,
But the pain did,
It was the cycle that did.

I was used to it,
Nothing new was said,
It was normal,
And I accepted that.

Even when she was all I wanted,
Even when I loved her too much,
I just didn't want to hold on,
Onto something that was just going to leave me broken.

Not that I didn't try,
I'm selfless,
It's my love language,
Its how I live.

I'm left with nothing,
Yet I will try again,
I'm human,
I want love too.
By:Jn