Attention ***** is what he calls me
Slitting my wrists and being in utter depression
That’s what makes me an attention *****
Also the less forgettable words they call me;
*****, ******, stupid, *******, ****, worthless.
She joins in too, when she’s not even my real mother
“no one wants you” and “if you were my daughter I wouldn’t want you”
Afterwards they apologize
Say they didn’t mean it, it was a lie, they were angry
Or whatever ******* excuse they feed me
But don’t they know?

The damage is already done.

*(l.e.)