I thought some of my fears Might disappear over the years But it seems like they're here to stay In fact over the years More seemed to have clung on I'm not a little girl anymore I think I'm much to mature for that You might say I am And I'll just friendly smile back It's just another judgment on your part And I'm so used to getting judged It seems like routine Since elementary school Getting judged by appearance The voice you speak But I didn't really have a voice So you judged me because of that I was always more scared of girls than guys Girls would hurt me emotionally Guys would hurt me physically And that was okay At least the pain told me I was alive