I see your eyes,
Gaze to his,
The way yours,
Would draw their way to mine.
Nervously flirting,
Laughing and smiling,
The way we used to be,
Do you see me in him?
I want to let go,
You want me to leave.
I long for you,
I need you near.
Moving on and forgetting,
I was the first,
To kiss your scars,
To accept your flaws,
To hold your face,
While your tears drowned my mind.
I miss you so much,
Forcing myself into habits to let go,
Picturing our future,
My face plastered,
With the image of him.
I wish you well,
I wish he treats you the way I did.
I hope you see in him what you never saw in me.
I hope you feel at ease with him.
I’m sorry i was too much.
I love you still.