It happened slowly an approach a rustle of fabric in the soundtrack a dot of glue on the image and then the confused feeling that something is off, a counter-melody, a misstep in time.
I was three, maybe, the film fraying the movie skipping and me splitting in the rip and fall.
The dark staircase the gray dust on the black steps the black steps the gray dust the cobweb like a sail on the stairs waiting for the wind as I wait...
It came softly a rustle of fabric a quiver of an idea a shadow in the mirror that I followed and the film resumed.
From the depths of my mirror I look at the screen and put on a brave face I give them the illusion I pretend to follow the measure