The crushing weight on my shoulders
In my ridiculous brain
Slowly destroying me,
From the inside out.

I am a liar
No!
A pretender.
I don't intend to hurt anyone,
But me.

My body
My mind
And my soul
All feel the weight of protending.
It doesn't matter if I die from this weight,
Or if I just live with it,constantly.

The weight of pretending
Is heavier than anything
In the world
Because it explodes,crushes and destroys
All at once.