I hide my pain
Behind laughters

Making jokes
About you and her
Like I don't care

Sleepless nights
Planning so that
She'll be yours

"This is what
best friends are for,"
I whispered

You grinned
In gratitude

Everything's okay

I just can't
Let you get hurt

Even if it means
Hurting myself

I saw you
Confessing your love
To her

As she threw her arms
Around your neck
And kissed you

I smiled
As my heart cracked

Eyes filled
With unshed tears